Via:@O2DNA
I don't know how else to put this.
我不知道还要怎样去对待这些.
It's taking me so long to do this.
带走了我太多的时间去经历这些.
I'm falling asleep and I can't see straight.
我已精疲力竭 我不想去面对.
My muscles feel like a melee,
疲劳让我无法拖动疲惫的身体,
My body's curled in a U-shape.
瘫软的蜷缩在冰冷的地上.
I put on my best, but i'm still afraid.
我精心打扮自己 但是我仍然担心.
Propped up by lies and promises.
我被谎言和许诺所维持.
Saving my place as life forgets.
当时间开始流逝 我拯救着我的记忆.
Maybe it's time I saw the world.
也许我该面对现实.
I'm only here for a while.
我在这里仅仅停留片刻.
And patience is not my style,
而我又没有付出我的耐心,
And I'm so tired that I got to go.
我太累了 我根本不想去面对.
Where am I supposed to hide now?
我应该到哪里逃避?
What am I supposed to do?
我到底应该怎样去做?
Did you really think I wouldn't see this through?
你真的认为我不会了解这些吗?
Tell me I should stick around for you.
告诉我我应该徘徊在你身边.
Tell me I can have it all.
告诉我我可以拥有这儿的一切.
I'm still too tired to care and I got to go.
但是我依然无法从容的去面对.
I got to go home in one week.
我很快就会回家.
But I'm leaving home in three weeks.
但是不久我将要远走.
They throw me a bone just to pick me dry.
孩子们像对一个陌生人一样戏弄我.
I follow the suited directions.
我向我感觉的那个方向走去.
I crawl up inside for protection.
我为了保护心中渐渐开始自尊.
I'm told what to do and I dont know why.
他们告诉过我应该怎样做但是我不明白.
My mother's existing in limbo.
妈妈,生活在忧虑中的妈妈.
My mother; the missing pasivos.
妈妈,你已经不能在身边安慰我.
I don't really mind if I just; Fade away.
我根本不去关心 即使我就是在渐渐离去.
I'm ready to live with my family.
我已准备好回到家中.
I'm ready to die in obscurity.
我已经打算叶落归根.
Cause im so tired that I got to go.
因为我已经无法从容的再去面对.
Where am I supposed to hide now?
我到底应该到哪里躲藏?
What am I supposed to do?
我到底应该怎样去做?
You still don't think I'm gonna see this through.
你依然不相信我已经懂得了那些?
Tell me I'm a part of history.
告诉我我是这儿的一部分.
Tell me I can have it all.
告诉我我可以拥有这儿的一切.
I'm still too tired to care and I got to go.
可是我还是没有办法，从容面对.
(6x) I'm still too tired to care and I got to go.
(6x) 可是我还是没有办法，从容面对.
