I wonder if you can see
I wonder if you can tell
I wonder if you see through the mask I wear so well
I'll never let you know what's going on inside me
My shame, locks me down
All the things I wanted to tell you
Are all the things I never will
Ever time you reached down to me
All I did was put you away
I can't unchain the thing that screams inside me
I hate it, its what I am
It makes me sick a piece of me
Of what I've been and what I've seen
From top to bottom
I am obscene
You smile at me, I smile back
You ask me how I am
I tell you that I am fine
I don't know why I'm so torn up inside my mind, the darkness, it swallows me hole
It makes me sick a piece of me
Of what I've been and what I've seen
From top to bottom
I am obscene
It stands in my place
It spits in my face
Its shame shame
its shame
At least I don't lie
At least I don't lie
I look at myself and say "man you doing just fine, you're doing great"
I'm not liv'in in a lie
Not liv'in in a lie
Or am I?
It makes me sick a piece of me
Of what I've been and what I've seen
From top to bottom
I am obscene
It stands in my place
It spits in my face
Its shaaaaaaaaaaame
Don' go to deep
Don't ask me why
Don't try to know me
Don't make me lie
I wish I didn't know the things I don't know well
I'm trying to change, but its what I am
It makes me sick a piece of me
Of what I've been and what I've seen
From top to bottom
I am obscene
It stands in my place
It spits in my face
Its shame shame
Its shame shame
Not liven in a lie
Am I?
I'm Not liv'in in a lie
Am I?
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