I've tried so hard to become human
but all I feel is regret
inside this empty shell we're all so afraid
of what we've become
I myself have built the cross I wear
every passing day is filled with despair
I see no end to all this pain
this human plague that I pity
the love I feel is shallow and weak
the world is dead thru my eyes
I myself have built the cross I wear
every passing day is filled with despair
I spit upon humanity, I see the world as dust
I feel no compassion neither love or lust
oblivion upon us
I sink into the coldest of waters
to drown my tears of shame
for nothing but the pain of suffering
I continue to breath
