Out to Sea

The air is cold
I'm getting old and going nowhere
This job is shit, I want to quit
But money is scarce

I'm on my knees begging please
But you don't care
Every day seems the same
Another blank stare

All I want is to breath
To feel like there's a part of me
That still believes
In all my hopes and my dreams
To know that there's a heart that beats
Inside of me again

I hate this town and all the sounds
That drive me crazy
I want to run and buy a gun
But I'm too lazy

I feel so dead I feel so numb
Will nothing faze me
I check my pulse but nothing's there
I think I'm fading

Out to sea
Nothing but waves to surround me
And all I feel
Is pain it's the only thing that is real
And all I need
Is time to reflect on the life I lead
I'm lost at sea
Nothing but ocean to drown me