Cold

Looking back at me I see that I
Never really got it right
I never stopped to think of you
I'm always wrapped up in things I cannot win
You are the antidote that gets me by
Somethin' strong like a drug that gets me
High
What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold
Never meant to be so cold
Cold, to you, I'm sorry 'bout all the lies
Maybe in a diff'rent light
You can see me stand on my own again
'Cause now I can see
What I really meant to say
Is I'm sorry for the way I am
I never meant to be so cold
Never meant to be so cold
I never really wanted you to see
the screwed up side of me that I keep
locked inside of me so deep
it always seems to get to me
i never really wanted you to go
so many things you should have known
i guess for me there's just no hope
i never meant to be so cold