8.1. Today
Dole your vein,
Till I'm done.
Rope and hang,
Your narrow soul.
8.2. Interrogation
Undone vile memories to fall.
Dread of your H.A.T.Equals:
1... Maybe you were used...
2... Abused?
Rest...
4... Hmmm...
Lie (Cold?) wise to deny the dirty (Betrayed?) you like (Indes)
Remove my moonlight (Final Row).
Drop the knife,
Dramatize.
A little of me wants a dramatic role.
Grow your lines,
Dragonfly.
A runaway guides to a locked room.
8.3. 1 week earlier: Just after the crime
Hold me Lilac rose and...
Hide inside my eyes.
Long run to learn me and live as one
Life: Why me?
Drain it down.
Put in me your will to live, release me of
This endless wave, wakeful awake!
8.4. Just the two of us... only me: My childhood days
- Why do they can hope like two rays?
- True. Many even breaths alone.
Well sometimes I think I only caught you because of your lipstick.
8.5. Crime day: Stalking her (my outside)
A roaring tongue,
Final raid of a plastic tube.
Internal crave of a blind man's youth.
Helpless male behind the brume.
Triad: Painful, denial and guilt,
Signing memos inside his bruise.
Eternal jigsaw with no left clues.
8.6. Crime day: Stalking her (my inside)
Willing on and on to free my way.
Wet, the load of rain forms a rite.
No longer resembles her,
We can lust and earn it all. Mind invaded.
8.7. My reasons to be a murdered #1
Uh... Eventide, light a candle for
The reflex of all your own,
And reunite, erase yourself away
Learning to be no one.
8.8. My reasons to be a murdered #2
Candid isolation.
Worried about your face? You'll forger about your mind!
It ain't alive until they rule, devour around (Nave inside!)
Bound down brain, bow now real (Not even real love)
Pull it under my faith.
8.9. Swallow my instinct
Let a little flame light inside.
All alone, yet so full of lives.
Unless you close your eyes
Find me and then,
Hurdle Race,
To Hurt, Save, Take.
War! Why?
What are they digging in my brain?
Hand a knife!
Weeper!
Loaded!
You're a toy!
You listen to me!
What a fool you are imagined I apologize for anything!
What do you want from me?
Do I lie?
So tell me what's under naked eye.
Supposed to live a life in your lie,
Fair if I try.
I won't allow this!
Enough! Tell me your answer!
Will I lie to be alive?
8.10. This is how I feel 1 minute before the kill
Moulder inside!
Oily Heart, I did all to feel refined.
You're not worth of life.
Unmeant Harm,
Meant Pain.
Weary and wrong,
Murderer onward way.
Dated novel rakes both the stalkers,
No way radar give it a light of a danger comes around them:
Door way!
This war sets no warning!
The hall's growing gray.
8.11. This is how I feel 30 seconds after the kill
Crown nocturnal rain, from nocturnal loaf.
On a ritual often well done,
Curb, to my dear fallen,
A lagger on the lane,
Rather wait, rubber erase.
It washed stains of time,
Long rail goes.
Feel. The air is getting all.
Fill my lungs,
Not alone, and on.
Render I...
Bring to me your own,
Leading one more round,
Try to leave this crown.
Turn, Tame, I
Don't respect the sign.
Either way have I.
To there, cold sigh.
Left the night with no trace...
8.12. My reasons to be a murderer #3
Cry a river for me enrapt behavior: one to random.
Leading the rank of all the rays, yet,
Fade out the sight, I'm afraid of the light.
8.13. My reasons to be a murderer #4
Fatherless for all my life,
A reason to want and wait this alibi.
8.14. How I pick my victim
Go far, to late.
Gold and wine,
An intervention to die.
Fury latent, all alone,
Time for a faint suffering forever...
8.15. The confession
I am alive in you,
When an empty vice is used.
You've read the lines I've written on,
Drew many along the way,
Time to give it a time.
Bit hard, paralyze,
Pay for all the crimes.
8.16. But the things I'm not telling the police
We are alive to redo all the wrong and pain,
We have a live conscious,
We are alive!
8.17. Back to the interrogation... much more hurt
Ring... ring my own with die
- Rage?
- Yeah.
- Cop?
- No.
- Where are the...
- What? Near my home... not in hole.
- Nerve break? Don't you tell lies!
- We will lie...
- Fool!!!
- ...To live.
Hold me Lilac rose and...
Hide inside my eyes
Long run to learn me and live as one
Life: Why me?
Drain it down
Put in me your will...
8.18. Clinic days: Yes, I'm tide to my bed
Needle, rive!
Aim at the nape line.
Could little red eyes,
Turn in gold?
8.19. The escape: From the police or from myself?
Wrecking the letters alone, borderline.
Long live the murders in I,
Rout it!
Like a lyrical highway, nothing is really too much.
Not another night in I,
Another night on the light of dark.
Now I lay tight with my so unbearable life, lone life,
Lonely life.
Not alone, I'm alone.
Not alone, so alone.
Not alone, just alone.
Not alone, I'm home.
Not alone, I'm alone.
Not alone, so alone.
Not alone, just alone.
Not alone.
Begging to be bad,
Bleeding to be a sad man.
Ballet of dreams in black,
Bagging the bale of men.
Begging to be sad,
Bleeding to be a bad.
Ballet in black.
8.20. Today
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