Hello Shitty

It seems like you're holding me down and it just seems pointless to work this thing out.
So what's holding me back?
A lifelong friendship's not worth this.
I'll hide this one deep underground
I'm warning you now, when you realize you made a mistake
I'll be sure to kick while you're down.

I gave you this gift,
now I'm here alone and I'm paying for it.
Our light's almost out but I'll smile again the day that you figure out...
I was all that you had.