My Disaster

How can you watch me suffer?
How does it feel?
(How does it feel?)
How do you stay so silent?
Will the time reveal?

You're the leader I follow, am I a victim of circumstance?

Feeling everything crashing down on me
Lost and so afraid, it's my disaster
Losing everything, giving all of me
I feel so betrayed in my disaster

How can you say you love me?
It's so unclear
(It's so unclear)
I hope the pain will leave one day with all the fear

You're the leader I follow, am I a victim of circumstance?

Feeling everything crashing down on me
Lost and so afraid, it's my disaster
Losing everything, giving all of me
I feel so betrayed in my disaster

But I'll make it through, but I'll make it through

I've gone to dominate, I will not tolerate it
Will I appreciate the pain that leads me to you?

Feeling everything crashing down on me
Lost and so afraid, it's my disaster
Losing everything, giving all of me
I feel so betrayed in my disaster

But I'll make it through
My disaster
But I'll make it through
My disaster