Internal Torment (live)

Trapped in my skull, sanities locked inside
Can't express my feelings, the pain I must hide
My body is possessed by an unseen force
Crippled for life as I try to speak my voice

No future, an obscenity,
Why was I chosen to suffer?
Hoping I wake up,
And the curse has left my soul

Attempts at speech are drowned in laughter
I writhe and grit my teeth in anger, why?
Not allowed to make decisions,
If only I could tell them all I can think

In my afterlife, I'll rise again
Destroy all the ones who laughed
Kill them all, able to think, flex my limbs
Talk and socialize, live my life...