Scarred
Cinder
Every time my world
Is about to collapse in its vacuity
I take refuge in an alternative version of my life
Where things turned out for the best
No sorrow, no pain, no past mistakes haunting me
Sometimes it feels so real that I get confused
Why can't this life replace my misery?
All I wanted to be, a step away
Waiting for me behind the glass
Inside the mirror, in another dimension
The unscarred me is taking for granted
The happiness I'm denied
He's standing on the bright side looking out for me
'cause I'm coming to get what is mine
Right now; it's about fucking time
Dowse my life with gasoline
Burn down the failure I have been
Before I join the other side
And take the place that's truly mine
I light a match and start the purification
There's no room for the two of me
Got nothing but regrets to destroy
It's an easy decision
Like all the ones I've made before
It's time to get what I deserve
The fire consumes my other world
My perfect life is melting down
No more easy way out
Flames are carving the lesson
Into my flesh
That's my way out
Facing the calcinated shell
Of who I used to see
